Why the Narcissist Always Turns from Idolizing you to Utter Contempt

Unfortunately, once a Narcissist is victorious and secures your love, the idolization phase of the relationship passes and his true colors emerge. You begin to see the pathology of his personality and realize he merely put on an act in the beginning of the relationship to win and secure your love. He becomes demanding and angry, unaware that you have needs or a separate self at all. He simply finds it impossible to see you as an independent entity.

“Women know intuitively when they are being devalued."
~ Robyn Silverman

Trying to understand how you went from being idolized and put on a pedestal to being completely discarded is baffling. Suddenly, you can’t do anything right and nothing you do is good enough for him. By understanding the inevitable Devalue & Discard (D&D) behavior of a Narcissist, you will finally realize what happened and know that you did NOTHING wrong to cause such a drastic change in his behavior.

It is important to understand when in a toxic relationship, you are viewed as nothing more than an extension of your Narcissist. Narcissists seek out relationships in order to ensure someone is present to cater to their needs, stroke their ego and make them look good. Men often select a trophy wife. Beautiful women are the ultimate status symbol for men…proof of their masculinity and virility. On the other hand, female narcissists are typically attracted to wealthy men who can support their obsession with image and status.

A Narcissist will eventually devalue and discard you with no remorse. It is inevitable in any relationship with a Narcissist. At some point, he will emotionally and physically withdraw from you and leave you wondering what you did wrong.

In some cases, it may only take months, but in more intense situations, it could take years, especially when they desire to marry you. Ultimately, you have a choice to leave or endure the abuse. When I finally woke up, I chose to leave my marriage, but Narcissists make this extremely hard to do by manipulating you into believing you are the one who caused the relationship to fail. Read "Crazymaking Behavior" (link below) to understand how they turn everything around so we feel we are always to blame.

http://www.lisaescott.com/2010/11/15/crazymaking-behavior-narcissist

You must remember, you did NOTHING wrong. The end of this relationship has NOTHING to do with you. A Narcissist is unable to attach in a healthy way to anyone. Ultimately, he will pull away no matter what you do.

A Narcissist has a lot of built-up resentment toward his significant other. He knows he is reliant on you for validation. However, he craves variety and is easily bored. As a result, he blames you for tying him down to a monotonous and mundane lifestyle. This creates in him a great deal of anger towards you because he does not want to rely on you, yet knows he must in order to get the validation he so desperately needs. He does not respect you because he knows you put up with a lot of abuse from him. You have done nothing wrong but be overly giving and nurturing. Yet he is angry with you and blames you for all of his unhappiness.

He is urgent, preoccupied with himself and always trying to right his chronic imbalance. While some Narcissists do not feel the emptiness in their lives, their behavior causes major suffering and angst among those around them. Once a Narcissist feels he has obtained control of you, you will see a completely different side of him you never knew existed. Once in control, a Narcissist becomes demeaning and cruel.

Narcissists are oblivious to others and how their behavior affects people close to them. They dismiss the feelings, ideas, and opinions of others. They are condescending in their nature. They belittle, criticize, judge and put others down.

A Narcissist can be blatant about it or quite subtle in his approach. He has a way of putting you down in such a way that you don’t even realize you have been insulted until you reflect upon the conversation later or someone points it out to you. Other times, he can be brutally offensive. They have no shame.

While Narcissists do not always realize how hurtful their behavior is, it doesn’t mean at times, they are not deliberately abusive. A Narcissist is purposefully abusive when his relationship with you changes in a way that is not to his liking. This occurs whenever he starts to feel too close to you. Intimacy terrifies a Narcissist, and he will respond by being abusive in order to push you away.

Another example of when a Narcissist is intentionally abusive is if you voice your displeasure or threaten to leave the relationship. A Narcissist cannot be alone. He is terrified of being alone and must always have someone present to validate him. By asserting abusive behavior, he is attempting to maintain his dominance and control over you.

A Narcissist has a way of turning everything around so you begin to question yourself. He will do something terribly mean or cruel. You will talk to him about it, and by the end of the conversation, you are the one apologizing for some reason. A Narcissist knows how to manipulate better than anyone.

A Narcissist eventually becomes sarcastic and belittles you constantly. You begin to feel you can do nothing right in his eyes and your presence is hardly tolerable. You’re baffled. You wonder what you did wrong to cause such a drastic change in his feelings toward you. You struggle desperately to return things to the way they were in the beginning. Unfortunately, as hard as you try, things will never be the same again. He is not the man you thought he was. It is a maddening and precarious way to live and can drive anyone to the edge of their sanity.

When a Narcissist feels he is in control of you and is not threatened by any fear that you will ask for too much from him or leave the relationship, he will engage in escapist activity and appear as if he hardly knows you exist the majority of the time. You are merely present to validate him should he not get enough attention from the outside world that day.

You are treated with indifference by the person who once showered you with love and affection. His “silent treatment” is his way of devaluing you. If you begin to pull away, he will lay on the charm again. A Narcissist knows when to engage his false self to ensure you never leave him. He is always reminding you that he understands you like no one else can or ever will. It is essential that he makes you believe only he can understand you. By constantly telling you that you have problems and quirks only he can understand, he believes you will become dependent on him. By telling you he loves you despite your flaws, he hopes you will begin to feel unlovable in some strange paranoid way. This is his way of ensuring you will never leave him. It is narcissistic manipulation at its finest and it is important that you recognize it.

A Narcissist will always ensure he has someone present and available to him at all times to validate him. Unfortunately, he will give you no warning when he decides to leave in pursuit of validation from someone new or something new. Some do not have affairs, but engage in sexually deviant auto-erotic behavior. This is when we must remember we did NOTHING wrong and this outcome was inevitable.

A Narcissist will simply discard you when he becomes convinced that you can no longer provide him with sufficient validation. Keep in mind, this evaluation of his is totally subjective and not grounded in reality at all. Suddenly, because of boredom, a disagreement, an act or a failure to act, he swings from total idealization to complete devaluation.

He then disconnects from you immediately. He needs to preserve all of his energy in order to obtain and secure new sources of supply. He sees no need to spend any of his precious time and energy on you, whom he now considers useless.

You must accept the fact that you were not an object of love to this person, but a pawn, a mere source of supply to feed his fragile ego; nothing more, but certainly nothing less. Once you understand how he must constantly change his source of supply, you will realize his rejection of you has NOTHING to do with you. He will repeat this cycle in every relationship he enters. It is inevitable. Be grateful this toxic abusive man is out of your life and never let him back.

I just read an excellent article on this topic, which led me to blog about this today. Please take a read as I believe it is incredibly helpful in understanding their behavior.

Source: http://www.gettingpastyourbreakup.com (http://s.tt/17qOI)

My favorite quote from the article is this:

"The pathological narcissist will anticipate receiving tribute from others and may for a time be very charming to them. But once the tribute is given, he quickly becomes restless and bored. Then he treats his admirers with contempt. In general his relationships are exploitative or parasitic, although this may be masked behind a surface which is often engaging and attractive." ~ Susan Elliott

Comments

Months into relationship w/ Narc, living in different continents. He's married. Went through love bombing/ idealization. It was the best feeling ever to be adored and told how beautiful you are everyday and that he's a tortured soul and he finally found his soulmate. Then after 2 months, he tells me how awful his wife is and she has a mental condition and the awful things she says in front of the kids. Talk to him around same time each night because my certain time, she's upstairs and he's downstairs. Enough about them . I've now experienced devalue stage, Narcissist injury and rage, his constant need for attention 24/7 but never reciprocated and he has zero empathy. He labels me: sensitive, needy, too romantic, short sighted, impatient, etc. I've seen the massive mood swings and how he can switch within a second and basically annihilate me with his words. It is an awful, lonely, paralyzing feeling -- and I am an attractive, smart, outgoing, happy, positive woman .... and sometimes I don't even recognize myself. My friends who know say the same. The latest is he can't let anyone get "too close" or he pushes them away. He also doesn't like anyone telling him what to do. This must be what he means by him and his wife never interacting and barely being in the same room and they only talk when it concerns the kids. Aside from that, he is out and drinking with friends until about midnight during a work night and then until 3 am on weekends. But he boasts about taking his kids to birthday parties on weekends and attending school functions and having them over the house for sleep overs. I was in denial for awhile because I've put my heart and soul into this, basically neglecting everything else. I wanted to be everything to him, but he still treats me poorly and he tells me he does this to everyone, but he "can't help it." What adult says these things? It's sad and maddening and devastating and confusing all at the same time. He always comes back around to apologize and makes promises to try his best not to be like this anymore. Says he loves me and wants a future with me and to please give him time and be patient. Not sure how to get out of it......